I feel like shit. The rain pouring outside encourages nothing but a cozy corner in my pj's with a Charleston Chew by my side and my beloved computer.

And, going along with this emotion I can't help but voice the fear that has been floating around in my head for the longest time - will I ever settle down? Get married? Find someone to get married with?

It worries me. There are the few out the who never find "the one". I don't even know if I will get married - the statistic saying that 50% of marriages divorce left me feeling a bit more skeptical about marriage.

Siighh. Just my musings.


Anywhoo, this here is keeping me afloat: